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I have nobody to call MINE. just MINE. I have no one to talk to. I have no one to confide on. I have no one.

Tomorrow written by hands

If I could write tomorrow with my own hands, You will always be beside me, Holding each other's hands, my head on your shoulders, Feeling so safe as we wait for the dusk. If I could write tomorrow with my own hands, You will always be smiling for me Sharing me your dreams, reaching all of our goals, Until we've got no more to ask. If I could write tomorrow with my own hands, You'll always be loving me, Make everyday so magical, take away my insecurities Make me feel that I'm the very girl, You wish to spend your life with. Though I cannot write tomorrow with my own hands, It won't stop me from loving you, It won't stop me from waiting for you, I know I'm not the one you needed, But faith is all I have, And I'll never be tired to pray, That one day, you'll realize my existence You'll appreciate this girl who loves you so dearly. And together, we could write tomorrow, with our hearts beating as one.

MUSTA ILO-ILO

February 1, 2012 Conversion with "G" =))



d: musta iloilo?


g:hmmm
ok lng ganon pa ren wlng pinag bago haha every 2years nga ganon pa ren lolol


d:sa international airport kayo bumaba?


g: ewan lol bat alam mo wla nmn ako ppost sa FB ko ah haha


d: friend ko kuya mo sa fb. me nakatag sayo. haha
namiss ko lng iloilo. kaya kinumusta ko :))


g: ah naka tag ba di ko alam lol


d: haha. nsa newsfeed ko nga e. :))


g: ah nakita ko na ung naka tag ung nakashades ako? haha gwapo ba?lolol


d: pede pede. tumaba ka. haha
manila na kayo ngayon?


g: haha
oo

d: ahh haha


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OK. Who wouldn't miss that kind of tickling feeling inside your stomach? That feeling that makes you smile just because of this conversation? :"> hihi~ I may be shallow as a glass of water, but I REALLY MISSED THIS KIND OF FEELING.


That feeling that...

...just being able to have small talks with him makes you fluster.


But this time, this person doesn't make me fluster anymore. Haha. It's just that I really missed that feeling. Well, we can't deny we're growing up. We wanted something more that just a small talk. That's what makes me confused about relationships of the grown ups. Like that someone in far far way land.


Small conversations, sudden glances, hands bumping to each other coincidentally, makes us blush when we're "little". But grown ups tend to get angry just because someone they like didn't send "good morning" or "good night", they get annoyed when they don't see that person the whole day as if 24/7 won't be enough, won't get satisfied with just holding hands, etc. Grown ups easily get depressed just because of these things...


Maybe that's the reason why childish people are way too happy that them. haha. Because simple things makes them happy. :))


oh well.
Thanks G for missing that feeling. I hope I can find another you, someone who would make me happy just because of replying on "musta iloilo" haha

Putting and Watching an Act

Sometimes, we become a person we're not just to please other people. The effort you've been exerting to please them will just be wasted when you suddenly forgot to put your act even for a split second.

But why the hell do we become someone we're not? It's a question that'll be hardly answered by someone who doesn't like herself. Self-awareness. What is it? Does it bring happiness? Self-identity. Is it really that hard to find it?

When you thought that this quality might make them like you, you'll try hard to put it up. But when you suddenly get tired of this (because this is not so you), they just disappear. Like you've never existed in their life.


On the other way around, when you learn that someone whom you really look up to is not the person you thought him to be, you'll just wonder WHY. That's why we should not declare ourselves LIKING them immediately while the only thing we know about them is JUST THEIR NAME. We often see this as a turnoff. Because we liked the person we expect them to be, not the person who they REALLY are.



If the case was they are not really trying to please you, and you just thought of him as "another person", the problem is with you. You like the person you made up. Just like putting up an act and become someone you're not. Man, you're LIVING IN A FICTIONAL WORLD. Reality is reality. Either way, YOU LOSE.

A loser? heh. maybe it is the RIGHTEST term.

This is so ME

Riiko. You speak my heart. :')

My New Baby!!!

I got my Nikon D5100 dslr yesterday!! After all this time! yey!! :)





Highly anticipated things are... not so fulfilling. Haha. But I'm really happy having this :') To note that this model was just released last April 5, 2011. Lucky! XD







Sometimes, we stop waiting, but it doesn't mean we stop believing. Don't just expect, have faith. ^____^