Lotta lotta Love

UP AME November 6, 2010

I met my JFA classmates!! and they're really adorable XD



Then our perf! It may not be perfect... demo... WE WON! =) LOL

Mariya fan

At first, it was, "DAMN! Who's that Mariya?! Why is she rumored to be dating my Yamada?!"

Then, I researched everything about her, and unconsciously, I BECAME OBSESSED! hahahaha! And now, whatever relationship she had with Yamada (coz i still don't believe about the rumor. they're just classmates/friends. that's it.haha), I AM HER FAN!

Okay, again, I don't care about the haters. I like her because she's so PRETTY and I love her FASHION :D (that makes her a model i think. haha) I don't care how much they despise her, because once upon a time, I was one of them too. XDD





I'm a self-confessed MARIYA NISHIUCHI addict :))

My Reflection Paper in History4: FEEDBACK Part I

I got my paper back today! I didn't got perfect score (9/10) but it's not worth getting sad for. I'll answer my professor's comments and suggestions here! :D



Whale Rider

My professor liked the symbolism I used at the start of my reflection paper.

"Whale represents the struggles of being a leader, and the ocean represents the state. There are several whales who went off the coast, and that merely means that these struggles seek answers from a capable leader. These are problems that are meant to be given solutions."

She encircled Elizabeth I of England . I put Marie Antoinette of France on my paper as well, but the first one had been recognized. Well, it's not doubtful that Elizabeth I was indeed a great leader even being a woman. Honestly, my Rizal subject was the one that gave me the idea about Elizabeth I, then thanks to my former professor for instilling that in my mind.


I was asked, "Do you think former President Arroyo is a good diplomat?"
Frankly speaking, as far as my ignorance about these issues is concerned (hey! I'm trying my best to work on this!), the former President is a good diplomat. A diplomat as they say, works on the relations of the country to other states for the good of the motherland. We all know the fact that Mrs. Arroyo had visited different states, different conventions, and different summits. We can hardly hear the effects (nor feel it), but it's actually doing a favor upon us Filipinos. One instance I can remember was the pardon given by the king of KSA to a Filipino convicted for a murder. It was President Arroyo who had taken the action for that. There are lot of proofs that she was indeed a good diplomat, and a good leader I may say (disregarding the issues thrown upon her though. LOL)


to be continued...

up next: Medicine Man

Costrip with Glaziel

June 10, 2010

Thanks to Glaze for having me experience this!! >_< It should be noted that 2010 was a year of "trying" out new things for me.

:)


Of course, it was really fun!! (oh, I was broke after that. haha)

Confusion Crisis

Oh yeah.
I'm having a "confusion crisis" right now and it makes me want to quit "playing responsible".

I'm not used to responsibility because I'm a self-confessed LAZY person. I'd like to try handling these kind of stuffs but it makes me tired even I'm just starting. But I should not give up I guess.

But I really hate being BLAMED even it's my fault. LOL

I hope they won't cross the line and break my rope of patience :))

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU INOO KEI

I've made this for around 30 minutes only so what to expect ne?!
Well, I still have guts to post this for at least I made something. Haha! I need to improve and train my literary skill! As I've said before, I may not be CREATIVE, but at least, I'm a PHILOSOPHER which means I can view little things in a different perspective ;)

so what about blogging?

I've been posting less and less nowadays.


or should I say...


I've been thinking about less and less SENSIBLE stuffs?


Oh well, Sir Pobs said in our FS110 Class that blogging may help my LITERARY/CRITICAL mind function well again. (I've been getting a lot of "food for thought" from Sir Noe. I think that's nice)

So, as much as I can, here it is, UPDATE MY BLOG. My page seems too empty that's why it's a little bit boring to write. But I need to increase my motivation so that I can practice myself writing about stuffs around me, and NOT WITHIN MYSELF. Again, I don't want to be an EMOTIONAL FREAK here.



OH, and I will be adding additional FUNCTION here in my blog, like:
1. Posting Events
2. Assignment/Research Helper
3. Love Doctor section [wth?!]
4. Things happening around
5. And anything under the sun


Douzo! :]

Ai Ai Gasa with Prologue FANFIC (starring Nakajima Yuto. LOL)

kawawang story.
walang pumansin sa fb.
dito na lang siya magtatago.
LOL


ONE SHOT FANFIC


The bell rings. At last, class dismissal. Before standing from my seat, I give a glance at her, the cutest girl in my class… the most beautiful girl in my eyes.

It all started…

*FLASHBACK*


At the first day of my 3rd year in high school…

“Nagata Shinji”

“Present!”

“Naito Akina”

“Here!”

“Nakajima…”

“Present!”

“…Megumi” continued by our teacher.

“Eh? Who’s that?” I furiously asked.

“A transfer student. Nakajima Megumi? Megumi-san?” the teacher asked again.

I looked around. I searched for the person sharing the same surname with me. Oh my. I thought I’ll share my surname only with Kento in Johnny’s. What the?! Now I have to get the same feeling I get during concerts.

Then a girl raised her hand, “Sensei. Wa… Watashi wa Nakajima Megumi desu.” My feelings of disappointment suddenly vanished when I saw her… I don’t know why.

“Sugoi~!” Yamada suddenly blurted out of nowhere.

“Doushite?” Chinen asked.

“I can hear Yuu-kun’s mind! Really! I wonder since when I had this power”

“Hontou desu ka? Then what does it says?” Chinen asked. I guess he got Yamada’s idea.

“She’s cute! She’s cute! The transfer student is really cute!” Yamada teased me. “Whenever he sees cute girls, he’s like that” He added.

“URUSAI!!!” I shouted at the top of my lungs. I forgot I was still in class. All of my classmates stared at me for a moment.

“Nakajima-san! What’s your problem?” The teacher asked.

“Nothing sensei. Gomen.” I give Yamada and Chinen a cold gaze. But I’m not angry, really.

After the class that day, Megumi approached me. She looked so sad, then an odd feeling suddenly rushed up to me, a feeling that I never felt since. I feel like comforting her or something. So I asked her, “Any problem?”

“Gomenasai! Hontou gomenasai! Just tell me if you want me to transfer to other section! Gomen. Gomen. I don’t want you to get annoyed at me. Please don’t.”

“Eh? What do you mean?” I was confused.

“You’re annoyed at me right? Because I’m on the same class with you?”

“Why do you say so?”

“When I raised my hand… When I introduced myself… You told me to shut up right? I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.” She almost cried.

I smiled at her. I put my hands on her shoulder. “It’s a misunderstanding. I hate explaining… But it’s not like that you know. I hope we could be friends… Nakajima-san.”

“Yokatta ne… Sorry for looking bad like this, Nakajima-kun” Then she smiled… like an angel. The smile… that made me fall for her.


*BACK TO PRESENT*

“Yuto-kun~! Matte kudasai.”

“Doushite Megu-chan?”

“Have you finished the book I’ve lend to you?”

“Hai. Arigatou gouzaimasu!” I gave her book. I felt her hand touching mine. If I could pause that second, I would. “Ja mata ashita ne~!” I bid goodbye.

“Ja~!” She answered back.

The sky suddenly turned gray. It looks like it’s going to rain. I wonder if she brought an umbrella.

Tik. Tik. Tik-tik-tik.

My premonition came true. It rained. I was nearly at the school gate when I saw a girl running with her bag on her head. It’s Megu. I ran after her, and shared my umbrella with her.

She was looking away when she said, “Yuto-kun. Arigatou.”

Silence was encompassing us. I don’t know since when I’ve started feeling awkward being alone with someone. The rain poured much harder, but we just kept on walking.

“The rain won’t stop…” Megu said looking downward.

“Yes. It seems like that.” Shimatta. I’m running out of words. I just moved a little closer to her. Surprisingly, she put her arms around mine. My face turned red… or should I say… I turned pale?

Then she gave a shy smile. Just a little more sweetness from her, I might really die on the spot.

I love this girl. I love her more than I thought. From the day I saw her, until this moment… I want to share more time with her, I want her to be on my side, I want to see her smile all the time… I… I… I want her… I want her to be my girl. I want to convey these feelings properly. I want her to know how much I love her before it’s too late.

We nearly reached their home. Two more streets I guess.

“We’re almost home.” She said sadly. “The rain’s kind of annoying ne? But I love it. I love the rain… Because I could spend a moment like this with you..”

I couldn’t stop myself anymore. There’s no holding back. I stopped walking, she was clearly surprised. I looked straightly into her eyes, but she looked away. I gently put my hand to her face, and made her look at me.

“You know what? I love the rain as well…” I said.

“Really? Then that’s nice.” She said nervously while my hand was still on her blushing face.

“I love the rain… but I LOVE YOU MORE… I loved you all along”. At last, I confessed my overflowing feelings.

She held my hand tightly. Then put her hands on my face.

“From the first day we met, I loved you. That’s why I didn’t want you to get annoyed at me. I’m glad you’re the person I expected you to be. You’re gentle, you’re sweet, and you’re everything. You complete me.” After she said these, she reached my lips and put her lips into mine.

I lost my grip on the umbrella and put my arms around her waist. Her hands were still on my face. The rain seems smiling at us. The rain compliments that moment. We’re kissing under the rain, how exceptional.

We paused for a while looking at each other’s eyes. I said, “I love you… please be mine”

“I’m always yours,” she answered.

“If this moment could last forever, I won’t mind if the rain never stops. “

“You don’t mind if the whole country gets flooded?”

“I won’t. I’m selfish you know.” I smiled.

Then I pulled her much closer then kiss her forehead… her nose… her cheeks… her neck… and gave a romantic kiss on the lips… a kiss that she’ll never forget.



THE END.

examination week. hell week.

well. it isn't HELL because it's examination WEEK.
it's HELL 'coz i can't do ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE this WEEK!!

SHIMATTA NE!!!



*DOWNLOAD PICTURES, VIDEOS, ETC
*READ ARTICLES ABOUT HSJ
*FACEBOOK WANDERER
*CHAT WITH ANYONE
*AND DAMN!!! DISTRACTED BY SOMEONE WHO MADE ME EXPECT AGAIN!!!


--> if you look at this closely, I DID NOT DO ANYTHING RELATED TO SCHOOL! DAMN IT! to think that it's almost VACATION.. my LAZINESS strikes BACK. and it's BAD! even if i force myself to STUDY.. i'll just open the PC and repeat THOSE THINGS OVER AND OVER AGAIN! as if i can get something from it (well. i do. LOL)

--> goal: change my background here! compile HSJ stuffs for my roommate! produce an avp for a friend who's going away already. T_T

--> and of course!!! MY VERY NOT SO INTERESTING RESEARCH PAPER IN I.R. (i'm not satisfied with my topic that's why my indolence is striking back again)



RIN-SAN!!GAMBATTE NE!!!

Yume!!

it's nice to think that you have many dreams... dreams to fulfill. this is better than thinking that you don't even have a single goal for your life. don't be satisfied when you reach one of it.


strive for more, as long as you don't deprive anyone's life.
don't stop dreaming.


Hence, set your dreams, but don't forget to set limitations.
don't just EXPECT, make it work.

YES.

Hardwork is the answer...
and "heart work" is the key.


:]



When you stop dreaming, you stop living your life.

Dreams may seem too far...
But as long as you believe in yourself, and have faith in HIM, not a single thing is impossible

^_^

sa likod ng maskara

Pagtawa sa kabila ng pighati,
Ngiti sa kabila ng mga luha...



ngunit ito nga ba ang katotohanan?



tinatawanan nga lang ba ang mga problema?
nginingitian nga lang ba ang mga luha?



hindi kaya ito ang TAMA:

sinusubukang itago ang sakit na nararamdaman upang ikubli sa iba ang katotohanang mahina ka?
hindi kaya nakakapagod na ang ngumiti sa mga tao kung ang totoo'y namimighati ka na?


itatak mo sa iyong isipan...
unti-unti kang kakainin ng sakit na pilit mong itinatago sa iyong puso.


masaklap mang isipin, HINDI MO NAITATAGO ANG TOTOO MONG NARARAMDAMAN. mas higit na makikita ang pait sa iyong mga ngiti. mas higit na mapapansin ang hapdi sa bawat salitang iyong binibitiwan.


hindi ka ba naaawa sa mga taong nasasaktan dahil nasasaktan ka?
mga taong hinihintay na ibigay ang tiwala mo sa kanila?


kaunti na lang ang panahon, kapatid.
hihintayin mo pa ba ang hangganan?




tama na ang patatago.
tama na ang pagkubli.



mas masakit.
mas mahapdi.
mas mapait.



wag kang mag-alala kapatid.
hindi lahat ng oras batbat ka ng suliranin.
may mga taong naghihintay sa iyo.


naghihintay na ngumiti ka mula sa iyong puso.
isang ngiting malaya sa lahat ng hapding iyong nadama.
isang ngiting makapagpapasaya sa mga taong tunay na nagmamalasakit at nagmamahal.



isang pagkakataong ipinagkakait mo sa iyong SARILI sa bawat ngiting iyong dinadaya...
ayaw mo ba maging TUNAY NA MASAYA?

^_^

life is a matter of give and take. something will definitely be given to you... but be sure to get ready for something that will be taken from you. People can never separate HAPPINESS from SORROW. it's just a matter of balance.

Matamis, mapait

Okay.

Anong ibig sabihin ng "moving on?"


Letting go and moving forward?

Forward? Saan yun?



Sa ibang tao?


Sa ibang taong mas sasakit sa iyo?


Chaka.



he's still the best afterall.


T-T

when the last teardrop falls :']

It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone



When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls


So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown, oh yeah
Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?
Or am I just meant to walk these streets alone?
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side



When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls


Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you
Will never ever end, baby




When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

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Midnight Sun

Midnight Sun

Thou arst a resemblance of a sun in the middle of the night,
In the shadows of the evening, you are dazzling so bright.
The splendor you hold caresses my heart.
It feels like forever, we will never be apart.
Nevertheless, the sun shining in the shade of the nightfall.
Might convey me to face a dreadfully huge wall.
For our love feels so right and yet a mistake,
As I think of the consequences, my heart would break.
I cannot just let thee go, but I have to.
I will not say goodbye, but I love you.
Because season goes, season pass, it will never last.
Learning the art of waiting is a must.
The sun will definitely shine at the right time,
At last, our love will be fine.

sabi ni sir...

kapag ang lalaki, nanligaw, napasagot ang girl, honor sa lalaki yun dahil sa naghirap siya..
pero pag ang babae daw, nanligaw, walang kahirap-hirap kasi sasagutin daw siya agad nung lalaki... (yung tipong magpakita lang ng motive, sila na)



...sabi ko naman...
HINDI DIN SIR!!!!!!
nag agree naman yung mga nasa paligid ko..
dahil sa ken??!!!

the leg (my joking literary analysis)

di ko alam kung tama ba to.. hahahaha


tone - insightful

mood - hoping

local color - hospital during war

symbolism - the leg (kung bakit, because... finding the courage to step forward.)

imagery - hospital, flowers, wheel-chair, the leg, shark.




mukang joke no?
kuha na lang kayo idea.
di rin ako sure dito e.
haahahahaha

right and wrong

realizations.
i just said this out of nowhere.
maybe because i was carried away of what's happening around.

"wrong person, right time; right person, wrong time"



my explanation: (i know it's very confusing. but it's nice to comprehend)

Life is a matter of balance.
If there's a wrong person, there's a right one;
If there's a wrong time, there will definitely be a right time.


Time quickly pass,
a person doesn't.



Wrong time can be right as season changes..
but wrong person will always be the wrong one.


Right and wrong ones... are completely different.
But time is only one...it's just a matter of waiting.


So in love,
Just wait for the right time for the right person.


right, ate kors? :]



*legend:
ones=person
:D

moving on, moving in

I asked for a sign...
pag binati NIYA ako on my birthday...
I will not try forgetting about him.
pag HINDI NIYA ako binati,
then GOOD... I must MOVE ON.


but wait.
if i move on,
should i move in?


dapat ko na bang ibaling sa iba?
paano kung mas masaklap pa yung mangyari?
kung mas manhid, mas insensitive, at mas malayo sa personality ko yung
gusto kong pumalit sa kanya? di ba mas masaklap?
i'm not searching for someone perfect...
kasi nga, the flaws make COMPATIBILITY perfect.
paano kung kabaliktaran niya lahat?
kung mas mataas na sa akin?

some part of me says na mas maganda yun.
at least i will try to level up my self.
hindi yung pinapababa ko yung sarili ko para pumantay sa kaniya.


kasi naman.
kelan ba magiging mutual?
kelan ba magiging tama?


hell.
lapit na mag-18.
right time na.
right person na din kaya?
haha.


>_<


wag na.
aral muna.
tae.

i just <3 my fon

aba. my blogger pla 2. wahaha.

my soneric.. i just love you.
really. i wont ever let you go. :]

this 2010...

i'll be more honest with myself...

appreciate little things

be more productive

STUDY HARDEST

help others without expecting any recognition


i'm going to be SUPER DA! :]