MUSTA ILO-ILO

February 1, 2012 Conversion with "G" =))



d: musta iloilo?


g:hmmm
ok lng ganon pa ren wlng pinag bago haha every 2years nga ganon pa ren lolol


d:sa international airport kayo bumaba?


g: ewan lol bat alam mo wla nmn ako ppost sa FB ko ah haha


d: friend ko kuya mo sa fb. me nakatag sayo. haha
namiss ko lng iloilo. kaya kinumusta ko :))


g: ah naka tag ba di ko alam lol


d: haha. nsa newsfeed ko nga e. :))


g: ah nakita ko na ung naka tag ung nakashades ako? haha gwapo ba?lolol


d: pede pede. tumaba ka. haha
manila na kayo ngayon?


g: haha
oo

d: ahh haha


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OK. Who wouldn't miss that kind of tickling feeling inside your stomach? That feeling that makes you smile just because of this conversation? :"> hihi~ I may be shallow as a glass of water, but I REALLY MISSED THIS KIND OF FEELING.


That feeling that...

...just being able to have small talks with him makes you fluster.


But this time, this person doesn't make me fluster anymore. Haha. It's just that I really missed that feeling. Well, we can't deny we're growing up. We wanted something more that just a small talk. That's what makes me confused about relationships of the grown ups. Like that someone in far far way land.


Small conversations, sudden glances, hands bumping to each other coincidentally, makes us blush when we're "little". But grown ups tend to get angry just because someone they like didn't send "good morning" or "good night", they get annoyed when they don't see that person the whole day as if 24/7 won't be enough, won't get satisfied with just holding hands, etc. Grown ups easily get depressed just because of these things...


Maybe that's the reason why childish people are way too happy that them. haha. Because simple things makes them happy. :))


oh well.
Thanks G for missing that feeling. I hope I can find another you, someone who would make me happy just because of replying on "musta iloilo" haha

Putting and Watching an Act

Sometimes, we become a person we're not just to please other people. The effort you've been exerting to please them will just be wasted when you suddenly forgot to put your act even for a split second.

But why the hell do we become someone we're not? It's a question that'll be hardly answered by someone who doesn't like herself. Self-awareness. What is it? Does it bring happiness? Self-identity. Is it really that hard to find it?

When you thought that this quality might make them like you, you'll try hard to put it up. But when you suddenly get tired of this (because this is not so you), they just disappear. Like you've never existed in their life.


On the other way around, when you learn that someone whom you really look up to is not the person you thought him to be, you'll just wonder WHY. That's why we should not declare ourselves LIKING them immediately while the only thing we know about them is JUST THEIR NAME. We often see this as a turnoff. Because we liked the person we expect them to be, not the person who they REALLY are.



If the case was they are not really trying to please you, and you just thought of him as "another person", the problem is with you. You like the person you made up. Just like putting up an act and become someone you're not. Man, you're LIVING IN A FICTIONAL WORLD. Reality is reality. Either way, YOU LOSE.

A loser? heh. maybe it is the RIGHTEST term.

This is so ME

Riiko. You speak my heart. :')

My New Baby!!!

I got my Nikon D5100 dslr yesterday!! After all this time! yey!! :)





Highly anticipated things are... not so fulfilling. Haha. But I'm really happy having this :') To note that this model was just released last April 5, 2011. Lucky! XD







Sometimes, we stop waiting, but it doesn't mean we stop believing. Don't just expect, have faith. ^____^

Lotta lotta Love

UP AME November 6, 2010

I met my JFA classmates!! and they're really adorable XD



Then our perf! It may not be perfect... demo... WE WON! =) LOL

Mariya fan

At first, it was, "DAMN! Who's that Mariya?! Why is she rumored to be dating my Yamada?!"

Then, I researched everything about her, and unconsciously, I BECAME OBSESSED! hahahaha! And now, whatever relationship she had with Yamada (coz i still don't believe about the rumor. they're just classmates/friends. that's it.haha), I AM HER FAN!

Okay, again, I don't care about the haters. I like her because she's so PRETTY and I love her FASHION :D (that makes her a model i think. haha) I don't care how much they despise her, because once upon a time, I was one of them too. XDD





I'm a self-confessed MARIYA NISHIUCHI addict :))

My Reflection Paper in History4: FEEDBACK Part I

I got my paper back today! I didn't got perfect score (9/10) but it's not worth getting sad for. I'll answer my professor's comments and suggestions here! :D



Whale Rider

My professor liked the symbolism I used at the start of my reflection paper.

"Whale represents the struggles of being a leader, and the ocean represents the state. There are several whales who went off the coast, and that merely means that these struggles seek answers from a capable leader. These are problems that are meant to be given solutions."

She encircled Elizabeth I of England . I put Marie Antoinette of France on my paper as well, but the first one had been recognized. Well, it's not doubtful that Elizabeth I was indeed a great leader even being a woman. Honestly, my Rizal subject was the one that gave me the idea about Elizabeth I, then thanks to my former professor for instilling that in my mind.


I was asked, "Do you think former President Arroyo is a good diplomat?"
Frankly speaking, as far as my ignorance about these issues is concerned (hey! I'm trying my best to work on this!), the former President is a good diplomat. A diplomat as they say, works on the relations of the country to other states for the good of the motherland. We all know the fact that Mrs. Arroyo had visited different states, different conventions, and different summits. We can hardly hear the effects (nor feel it), but it's actually doing a favor upon us Filipinos. One instance I can remember was the pardon given by the king of KSA to a Filipino convicted for a murder. It was President Arroyo who had taken the action for that. There are lot of proofs that she was indeed a good diplomat, and a good leader I may say (disregarding the issues thrown upon her though. LOL)


to be continued...

up next: Medicine Man