written out of boredom

December 27, 2009 2:30pm

i guess i cannot fully move on unless i learn to love somebody else. because every time i try, i just find myself coming back for him. i loved him not because i feel that he fits for me. i loved him not because i don't see his flaws. i loved him... because HE is HIM. I can't find a single reason why i loved him so deeply.


and this answers... WHY i don't have any reason to FORGET him, to LET HIM GO... to move on for my self.


in the first place, HE WAS NEVER MINE to lose.
It hurts losing something you don't even OWN.